Today I am lost because while writing this article I am drunk, let’s be honest and be fearless enough to admit that I am drunk, that’s why I may be able to write things which would be beyond mind, heart and may be soul. I have drunk everything that exist in this world because my soul can’t get drunk by a wine made by human but it can be easily drunk by a small blessing of Allah that exist in this universe. I have witnessed and experienced many of such blessings which made me drunk enough to take a flight from this world and land at a world of perfection called JANNAH where everything is perfect, where no one knows the meaning of pain, pleasure, worries or even wishes because whatever is wished that is provided before it was wished. Where no one knows the concept of hard work or the beauty of intelligent work. Where people can’t attend be in family system, cannot celebrate happy days of marriage, birthday etc. Where there is no competition, everyone is treated equally due to which no one has to put any effort to get what is required to live happy. Where all people are unaware of talent skill and knowledge. I was unable to believe on this world of ease when I compare it with ours. I was witnessing all this with my senseless mind and drunk soul, suddenly a drop of water falls on my eyes which brought me back to our this world of given an take. I was lost completely, I close the door and sit alone this was the time of midnight where there deep darkness inside me as well. I was crying like a baby, my eyes were filled with tears and they were falling down like a rain, I asked myself with weeping voice will I Die? What I am doing here in this world? Why I am here? I was thundered by many questions in my mind which were flowing like a river in my body and making extreme noises and every breath me was shouting loudly and madly that I want to be there & I don’t want to live in this ruthless world where human is not judged by character but his status. I have broken all my valuables because I didn’t wanted to spend a single second in this world I was half made mind to take my life but suddenly I saw an old man appeared at window through which a ray of sky light was sparking my room. He asked me what happened to you? why you are crying? I explained every bit of what was happened, he smiled and said whatever you first witnessed was a colorful rainbow and what you are thinking right now is a dry year you need a rain in between to be become a color rainbow which would help you to become a human color.
I said we are not colors but humans. He replied human are dust with hidden colors, only good soul would end up coloring self and appearing on sky and the rest would be the colorless dust to disappear in the air. Sky is the fate of colors else would be seen on earth. I asked him I don’t want to die, he replied human can’t die they will disappear only. They are not sent in the world to live with fear but they are expected to be fearless and find ways to touch sky to get near to his creator. To find meaning of whatever that exist you have to be drunk in life because when mind fails to think there heart start to believe. Fear of death is hurdle to live good and meaningful. Everyone will taste death but only few will taste life. Being afraid of losing something is an act of foolishness. We can’t lose anything because we are already empty handed the only option we are left with is keep gaining as we are send naked t this world and we will go like the same so no reason not to follow your heart and soul. He is there watching every act of you and every success of us bring smile on his face and opposite of it disappoints him. Human only with good heart and deeds are full of colors and the rest are colorless dust which can be blown away by a small puff. Now, if you want to be remembered, follow your heart and soul if you do that mind will support you to find many logical ways to reach what is estimated. Only mind can plan things whether they are good or bad here your hearts job is to feel, follow and believe.
On all his replies I become blank I had nothing left to ask, finally I asked that old man to give an advice through which I can live meaningful & happy as I wanted to become a color dust and beautiful rainbow which I could be remembered after I disappear from this world. He replied “Accept Reality & Act Accordingly” before my asking of explaining it he said every human wants to accept things which are favorable to them which is a greatest root of destruction. Colors are never hard they are ready to give their own identity there for black become red and red become blue and so on so forth. Becoming color, accept and respect others, mold yourself to become them so they can become you, which will form a rainbow of humanity. I asked what is this rainbow of humanity he replied it is when In generosity and helping others BE LIKE RIVER, In compassion and grace BE LIKE SUN, In concealing others’ faults BE LIKE NIGHT In anger and fury, BE LIKE THE DEAD, In modesty and humility, BE LIKE EARTH, In tolerance BE LIKE SEA, EITHER EXIST AS YOU ARE OR BE AS YOU LOOK.” If you do that and start accepting reality and act accordingly you would never feel empty and you become a colorful soul with real heart who will be a ray of hope for humanity. You would be able to guide, motivate and even inspire.
Death is a discovery of life, when you die you will discover your real fate and for making your thousands of breath productive you have to be lazy in remembrance of others bad deeds because beyond this world of doing and doing bad there is another field called “Hashar” where you will met yourself and there that self will speak on your behalf and believe me or not he will speak the truth. There are many way to Jannah as there are many human souls and if light is in your heart, you will find you way to Jannah. By saying all this he disappear suddenly I was after him to touch him but he was gone I then looked up to the sky and understood the meaning SELF and the reality of death. I discovered that death has nothing to do with going away. The sun set. The moon set but they are not gone. We never die we reproduce we relive we rebirth and we re-wish. Death is not the end, death cannot be the end it is a road and our heart is the guide. Being afraid of something is nothing if a day is decided, hour is decided, minute and even second is decided they why worry if we cannot change it and here even death protects you until the day is come. The greatest listen I took form that old man is that the tragedy of life is not that one day we will die but it is that every day we die even if when we alive. We haven’t experience death yet so it better to live now and leave forever. Living better means die meaningful.
Act of foolishness is allowing people words to draft of your mind. What people has said to you is what they know, and this world is a valley of mystery where everyone here can discover & describe by his own intuitions and every soul is right as we all are different being. You have to belief that Discovery always demand destruction, destruction of self, destruction of all the thoughts with which we are so loyal and all the beliefs with which we grow up till now. Finding the new way required moving from your comfort zone and thinking out of the box. Making every moment count and thinking that you are left with less time is the tool to live meaningful and end up like a colorful rainbow at the sky which would inspire others to follow you, this would make you to not die and live forever in peoples act and prayers